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How Does It Feel?

from Head In The Clouds by Ayana B. Jackson

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How does it feel to know, your worst brought out my best
Yes I have healed and grown
Your artificialness showed me what’s real
Real, real
How does it feel to know?

That I’m the best me that I’ve ever been
The darkest moments with you, showed me the life to live
Your selfish ways opened my eyes
Gave me the gift to give
The showers from above
I know what true love, truly was
And is
Responsibility, cant be childish
Accountable accountability, fuck the pride shit
I was so lost with you, and yet you helped me find it
That blessed love and light that burns so bright
Yea I’m so lit as shit
Don’t hurt make hits
My worth my while
Point blank, that’s it
At fault, to blame?
That’s you, you're it
You cant force a puzzle piece
That simply does not fit
So don’t push me cause I’m close to the edge
Thank God I didn’t lose my head

How does it feel to know, your worst brought out my best
Yes I have healed and grown
Your artificialness showed me what’s real
Real, real
How does it feel?

Now, don’t get it twisted
Aint no hard feelings
I hope you find the life to live in
And hope it fixes that broken heart
From all the villains but the demolition
Is not an option
Hope your listening
It’s just constructive criticism
(Don’t take me the wrong way my darling
Clear mind and new heart that’s talking
Maybe one day you’ll understand)

But I don’t have the time to raise a grown man
See I got plans way bigger than me
I just needed new eyes to find what heaven sees
I’ve been reborn, life’s got a hold on me
I never felt so free
(Free, free, free)
How does it feel?

How does it feel to know, your worst brought out my best
Yes I have healed and grown
Your artificialness showed me what’s real
Real, real
How does it feel to know?

To know, to know
How does it feel to know
I know

(I love you though
I really do
I wish you all the best
Forget the rest
You made me
At my best, yes, hey)

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from Head In The Clouds, released October 16, 2020
Stoic Beats

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Ayana B. Jackson Upper Marlboro, Maryland

Upcoming artist from the DC/MD area, Ayana, is a projection of the black, modernized hippie who promotes the expansion and practice of the internal works. Being a yoga instructor by day and a recording artist by night, Ayana has blended her two most valued talents into something that can take this generation of music to a new direction. ... more

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